do you remember me
do you even remember my name
because i remember every painful fucking moment of laying in bed breathing in your hair while you talked about the stars
in those moments all i could think about was how lovely your
looked when they moved and how unbelievably incredible you were as a being. I wanted to trace the outline of your body against the low light in your room for eternity; you were the moon to me
with eloquence and light, every cell on your fucking skin illuminated your tranquil escence. But you were also the
sun and the planets and the stars and the earth. you were the wind as it brushed softly against the fields and you were
the stilnness of the ocean at morning
dusk. you were the sky and you were flower petals and you were my heart and you were in my bones, my veins, you
were mine and everything and nothing at the same time and it fucking
I remember the softness of your skin at 2 am in that trandescent
time between sleep and wake, where things seem so mellow and beutiful, and you seemed like the most beautiful
thing of all.
I remember looking at you porcelain face as you were trying to sleep, your eyelashes so close to me i would
and wish with every ounce of my being i could do that every single night forever and ever.
does the counting of your lashes even compare to anything I have ever counted in my life? it was my biggest accomplishment, my happiest hour: i was undeniably perfectly content with the universe because your lashes were milimeters from my cheek.
I remember the heaving of your chest and the heat of your breath against my cheek. i remember how at 2:16 you moved in your sleep and your toes touched mine and every ounce of my being was so afraid to even move because it could break
the soft electricity between our skin. I remember. i remember. I remember
every fucking thing you ever said to me and
every smile you ever gave me and
every tear you ever shed.
I remember every person who ever hurt you and every
sock you ever wore at my house and every meal we
shared together and every sigh you’ve breathed and just fucking
everything i remember everything because i am miserably and undeniably in love with you.
and you? do you remember anything at all?"